Friday, February 12

Statistics

Age: Thirty Four. Date: February 12, 2010 Friday. Time: 9:57 p.m. Place: San Francisco. Activity: Nil.
I am a single beautiful woman with mucho qualities to offer yet I prefer to walk my dog in the dark and not make eye contact with anyone on the street. On a Friday night. In San Francisco. Why? What will I become if I don't start putting myself out there? My mother? No offense to ma, I love her like no other but she is lonely lonely lonely. And I am thirty four. All I have to do is find a group, like the ones I saw huddled on sidewalks during my walk this evening. Many of them, people talking and listening and drinking. I bet there was little singing and skipping and I know there was no solo blog typing. But it's okay, I know it is. Well, I hope it is. Being still in the murk I attribute the cause. But I have always been like this. Shit. I really need to start listening to Glo. Details: Happy I finally wrote here again. Comments: 12. Known Commentee: 1. Feeling: Utterly Surprised.

12 comments:

Unknown said...

I love ya... wish you were here!

JENNY said...

HI. Do not be afraid to be alone. When you are mature and sure about yourself, one you enjoy being a woman. Do not be afraid to go inside a bar or restaurant with the intention to me someone. No one will judge you.

Vicky said...

You are so right—you do have so many wonderful qualities. (And some only a mother would know.) I know you meant no offense, but I am not lonely. I have always liked my privacy. And Daisy is here and loves me immensely. Dad calls me every night to check on me, and when I’m not home, he calls the kids to find out where I am. It’s great to know that so many people love me—guess that’s why I had six kids. Keep up your spirits! I’m looking forward to having you home—with your new green computer!

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sharon said...

hey it is another interesting journey becoming comfortable with yourself on your own... sometimes it is ok to be lonely, but it can be very empowering when you are comfortable being on your own and doing what you want to do - i love seeing movies on my own, and discovering cafes... enjoy

Anonymous said...

hey, life has so much too offer.. there are many people out there .. just alone or even more.. .. it may sound too philosphical... but .. when god offer a life.. we should enjoy it fully... ( at the end of life, i would like to think of beautiful things i did in my life.. rather than just thinking it was lost opportunity).. Bye... Make some friends and travel around the world..

Lambeth said...

Some are naturally solo people, nothing wrong with that. Others are solo at 20 but couple up at 30/40/50/60 or even older, nothing wrong with that either. Nevertheless it is nice to get home to a warm pair of arms or a wagging tail!

Strizz said...

Being alone is cool. But seriosuly you should join like the corniest thing you can think of....mixed bowling league, older womens group, IDK...something you might normally gloss over. I think meeting people you might normally pass by is an interesting part of life.

Unknown said...

wait...wtf?...i was just getting into reading this...i thought for some reason it had a million entries....but too quickly i came to this recent one....and no updates?....this makes me a sad panda...

Unknown said...

i think the only motivation i may drive you towards is to drink, eat cheese, read books and maybe write a small amount...and..as for the newsman...i wish i had some news, man...

john said...

hey it is another interesting journey becoming comfortable with yourself on your own... sometimes it is ok to be lonely, but it can be very empowering when you are comfortable being on your own and doing what you want to do - i love seeing movies on my own, and discovering cafes... enjoy

Anonymous said...

Whenever you feel like your life is going down the toilet, visit a WalMart. Better yet...visit a website called "People of WalMart."

You'll feel better.