November 13 with the sun beating down on my face

I sit here legs propped up on refrigerator the marks of shaving scraped through on my tibia blatantly. For lack of a better word, descriptive or non descriptive. Editing, crossed out shine added scraped. But the emphasis here is on the sun. It's beating on my cheek and ear, me wanting to go outside but the spot I have through my kitchen window grants me the most of it. Sun will be with me all of today. Tonight gets coldish and then I will return to winter in Utah where I will be for another three weeks. I made a decision to do an internship there. I left my new husband in Southern California and wanted to help my mom, maybe instill some good eating habits or inspire exercise. Not much has changed but it was good for a start. I always feel I have so much I want to say but maybe this electronic means is not the way I want to produce it because when I sit down to type aint nothing comes out! To paper and pen shall I go? Fill up once all of the half used notebooks that lay about? Why not!? It's better to turn page than turn on. I hope I dated old journal entries and must remember to date the newest additions. So until we meet again old blog, may my writings continue in penmanship style. xoxoxoxo