and here comes October

I got no man and the DVD I rented tonight is terribly scratched. Who cares about either one of these things when there is enough for me to do in this house and in this world that I need not spend one more minute languishing in my many thoughts. Shit I am thirty four years old. This is not where I want to be at this age.
But since I am here, I am going to do what I can to get to where I want to be.

A friend mentioned to me something that has made me realize it is time to focus on doing the things I need to do to succeed. I always loose myself in boys, phone calls, plans, basically just shit. Now is the time to cut back the minutes so I don't owe $100 each month, figure out where it is I will pursue my graduate degree (if LA falls through please God do not)and work.
I have had enough fun this summer. Besides, summer is over and fall has begun.

And since it is fall now, the colors are amazing and the best is yet to come. I am going to fill myself with foilage. And lest we forget, poetry.