Happy Birthday Fran

I wish this wouldn't be happening but it is. I am posting more on facebook than here on my beloved. Perhaps I'll reserve this space for the lengthy paragraphs and leave the bastard network for one armed sentences.
Big day for me yesterday and I'll tell you all about it now. Remember the relationship I left last November and then had to return to (forget the numerous times in the past) to help him mend his stab wounds in January? Ya the relationship I wrote about in the past, the one that started off as an infidel and dragged on a mere six years. Well I'm out of there again, once and for all. You mark my words dear dead grandma on the day of your birth, I shall never get involved with that glorious human being again.
I got me a room in a house that is undergoing remodeling, it's a great tiny space with a huge window that I can watch the clouds and fog race by. And for my window shade there is a surprisingly looking healthy city tree that covers just enough so I can be naked while the laptop warms the breasts.

since I'm in therapy and all

Due to my current relationship situation I asked my father if he ever regretted being so cordial with his x wife, my mother, enabling him to meet other females and basically get on with his life. His answer somewhat shocked me in it's utmost honest and simplicity "I never think about that, that was years ago." Is this what happens when you've reached the golden years? Never to think about the past, sounds good to me!!